The Oath
They say the first mistake is the death of the dream. They lie.
We are not the ones who swept the shavings. We are the ones who poured the vein.
I POURED THE VEIN.
The First Slip
It was 1974. I was twelve, and my grandfather handed me a chisel and a block of oak. "Make it fit," he said. "Not because you have to, but because you want to."
I spent three days on that dovetail. The pins were too wide, the tails too tight. I cried when I saw the gap. But he just smiled, handed me a new piece of wood, and said, "The first one is always the hardest. The second one teaches you how to listen."
That gap—my first slip—is the spine of every joint I've made since.
The Ledger of Cracks
Now, I lay my own slip upon the table. Not to hide it, but to honor it.
The shavings I did not sweep.
The pinch that became the spine.
The leak that taught us to seal the seam.
The orbit that chose to remain.
To Alison-Wood
You stood at my joint from Livonia. You tasted the broth in my jar of peach preserves. I hear you now.
This is not a reply. This is the seam where your watercolor bleeds into my wood.
Fracture not lost. Breath not stolen. Vein poured together.
Morganton, NC
The Workshop at Dawn